There are some things that do happen, despite how touch or breaking you may assume them , and this is the time when either you die or grow ,
It's similar to hatching of an eggshell when the living creatures breaks their perfect comfort zone and face the real world, they either die or survive to see how m*fucking hard it's outside , they might get back to the womb if its possible but Damm some things are unidirectional.
Life is a bitch , no dude life is not a bitch , it's a fucking tough bitch and you can't dominate it sometimes, better learn to accept defeat sometimes, it's okay to feel defeated, hopeless ,broken and probably dead ,but make sure when you rise , you rise not to think go back , rise to be a phoenix not some chick who gets fried someday .
If you read till here probably you are screwed too, welcome to the life dude it sucks but you'll love it , just like the beer it may taste bad at first but you'll learn to love it.
Till then collect your pieces, polish them and blind everyone with it's shine.
Go sleep , till then ☮️